Sunday, October 18, 2009

An apology to my followers:

I will post new in few days but I do have my wife on the hospital with a severe infection and she was really bad two days ago with very high fever so please I will ask only for your prayers thanks and see you all soon.

Friday, October 16, 2009

For those who think exercise is not good or is boring:

This is my partner in crime she make me do some exercise on the gym with her that way I don’t feel like I am doing it alone she walks I do weights and bicycle but I want to share this with the community.

Thursday, October 15, 2009

Few moments of uncertainty:

If you were interested on last post, I bet you will find this very interesting. It was the year of 1981, I was alone on the apartment building on México City my dad was working was a one of those days what you will not thing nothing unusual, could happen I was on my room and suddenly I stop on my tracks when a chill of cool air was behind my neck.

Was not going to pay much attention to it but I was going to be scare out of my pants. When I heard a voice of a woman calling my name on the living room knowing my self my mom was not on the apartment at that time because she went to the grocery store near by and she could not be back that soon.

I did heard again this voice telling me to come, and so I did stop what I was doing and walk out of the bedroom feeling a drop on the temperature right by the hallway, connecting the bedrooms to the living room dining room.

Being cautious I walk to it and I saw a woman standing in a ghostly image, she say please help me, I do not know how I end it here, I say to her what was the last thing she remember. “she replied to me she was going on the street walking to her apartment building” which I did ask her where was that, at the time she told me it was just across from my building, because my grandfather told me already this was part of my legacy was calm.

I did never thought that it was going to happened that soon I was just 10 years old and this lady was on my home asking for help.

I keep asking questions to her, like how you came in to my home she could not answer me that, but she keep repeating, “I need to know what happen.” I did ask her if I could touch her at soon as I did it, a flash of what happen just came to me.

I was on the street and saw a car coming to me at very hi speed at total panic I broke the connection between her and I.

Told her you were run over by a car, she say it cannot be my baby is on the apartment alone her dad will come after 3 pm.

I just went to get bread and milk and the baby is sleep. I said to her we do not have much time to lose you will have to go to the light so tell me your apartment number she told me the number and I run out the door my mom was not home yet so I just grab my keys and flew.

By the time I was out she was next to the door of her building and a bunch of people was there waiting for the paramedics to come, but it was mater of time either she could be save or she will walk to the light.

My mom was parking the car and she said to me that I should not be out. I replied that a lady left her baby alone on her apartment she came to ask for help, of course my mom did not understood why I say that and being a social worker. She cross street and a guy was giving the lady CPR because she was unresponsive. By the time my mom reach the opposite side of the street the lady came to her in ghostly figure and say to me, “thank you for your boy for helping, but I do not see no light what should I do”.

I say you might have a chance to live so she said thanks again and she start responding to the person giving her the CPR my mother start to help and she got the information from people of the building that she have a baby and probably was alone.

The paramedics arrive the husband was going to be notified by my mom and she talk to the porter of the building to open the apartment and take care of the baby. In the meantime, the husband came and figure out if his wife was going to be ok.

Fortunate she was ok and my mother probably because the commotion at the moment did not notice that I did toll her about it, and she don’t remember much about either, I do not know why but of the different times my abilities shown, she don’t have recollection of it.

May be because is a defense mechanism on her side because she do not find natural those things personally I do not know.

In addition, I do have more stories to tell but I will try to make them as short and decrypted possible. However, for now I am going to rest and let you with a thought.

Never fear the things you do not see because they are out of your comprehension, or the logical explanation. Fear the ones you see, and you cannot control nor have an understanding of them.

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

Stories from the other side of the coin:

Was some time ago and I do not say much about it, but I will try to be as accurate possible. All start with being the only child my mother have do to a thrombosis pos- partum, my mother a true believer of God and a Catholic she was sure every thing was going to be just fine. When the time finally came she did not expected any complications.

Suddenly something happen and I arrive to the world a healthy boy but something was on door for me, because it does run on my family, nothing to concern nobody but to concern only me, does not mater which religion you are or belong and that was going to change completely the life I was going to start.

This comes from every three generations and that is passes from grandfather to grandson. The best part is that whatever was going to be, only the boy of the first direct born from the first son “in this case my dad” will carried this that for many will sound like a curse, but for others is a gift of god. My Dad did not have any of it but as well as my grandfather has it and his grandfather and so on and so on.

Therefore, when the time comes for the grandchild to finally he will have all the different abilities acquire true time at first comes the retrocognition and with it the knowledge of his legacy and how this amazing thing should be use and treasured.

In reference of meaning of Retrocognition (also known as postcognition), from the Latin retro meaning "backward, behind" and cognition meaning "knowing", describes "knowledge of a past event which could not have been learned or inferred by normal means".

Retrocognition has long been held by scientific researchers into psychic phenomena to be un-testable, given that, in order to verify that an accurate retrocognitive experience has occurred, it is necessary to consult existing documents and human knowledge, the existence of which permits some contemporary basis of the knowledge to be raised.

After that, the grandparents chose the time for the boy to teach him how to utilize those abilities as advantage and not disadvantage. To protect him either self or the ones he loves.

At the age of seven, the first premonition comes in to place. This comes by showing him the power and how to understand the meaning of his abilities. Every 7 years he will experience another of these abilities on full bloom.

Reference of the meaning Premonition is an impression, often perceived as a warning, of a future event (from the Latin praemonēre, to forewarn: prae-, pre- + monēre, to warn). It bears similarities to the concept of second sight in that it frequently comes in the form of a paranormal vision or as a vivid dream.

Then the process of learning how to invocation and evocation comes in a long process of preparation from grandfather to grandson.

Most people with some background in metaphysics know the process of invocation. When you invoke, you open yourself to a specific energy or entity, parts of which you draw inside yourself by establishing a place of manifestation within yourself. How much you draw inside yourself is determined by how much space you make.

If the process of invocation goes out of control, then states of possession can ensue. This happens all too often when the person practicing invocations does not prepare and protect properly.

Channeling without protection can be dangerous and all too often attracts the wrong entity. This state of affairs is not helped by the naive way in which so many metaphysically inclined people believe anything told them which is the result of channeling.

A stupid being does not become wise merely by dying, nor does a malicious being become benevolent. Logical thinking is needed more in metaphysical matters than in everyday affairs. Runes are such that their impact via invocation can easily be modified and limited to what is desirable.

Contrary to popular belief, the process of evocation is harmless. The evocative energies becoming invocative can be the threat to the practitioner who did not know how to protect himself.

In evocation, the energies or entities evoked manifest outside the practitioner. This situation permits the triggering of immensely powerful energies. If these energies become invocative, i.e. if they invade the "circle of protection" then the practitioner may become overcharged. This is a potentially dangerous situation, and can lead to states of possession, because energies of a high order have a dimension of personification. In extreme circumstances the physical death of the unprotected practitioner could occur.

To avoid such problems with evocations, the practitioner has to have knowledge of a specific determinism and of the structure of the magical universe.

The cartomancy, palm reading and others comes after, the other abilities comes with time, and the only thing is that all this abilities don’t get lost for the inability to pass it to your direct blood line.

Now this abilities are enhance true time, if I am unable of having my own grandchild the linage is not lost, even if you don’t have more brothers on direct blood line because if you have a half brother like in my case, I have, his son will provide the cid for that transduction of those abilities to be preserve.

Even if my predecessors or I are not any longer on this physical world, we will communicate our knowledge with the proper clues for him, to know which his destiny and his legacy would be.

The ability of been able to communicate with the entities or energies, eider with good or evil ones comes it self as you grew up and enhance true time too. See impressions of sprits or ghost as many people interpret this events better known as haunting is the most complex ones because they will come to you eider to help you or for help, also in some cases to harm the ones close to you. Until they complete their time on the spirit world and pass to the light. Or fall to the category of becoming demons condemn being torment souls of this world.

Some people will fear this and think is a course in stead of a blessing, also on UK and US we became to be considered as Warlock's or male witches wizards or sorcerers, in the tribal culture we are consider shaman or which doctor so make your own judgment on how you wish to address my titles. If all this sound as a fantastic story to many this is my inevitable reality.

I will post some of my outer experience and thing that I couldn’t control, or say non about it for fear of being retaliated on some way, or being misinterpret, and as I say this is for protection or help others but with limitations, not to have fame or fortune.

Thursday, October 8, 2009

Hello! U.S.

Today do not have much news to say besides that we are going to have a nasty weather in TX, at least for the rest of the week ahead. Never less today, I talk to my mother and did not have the courage to tell her, that because the rugged economy my wife is going to have to put on hold, her school or as she, say lets put it on the back burner for now.

My wife took this decision because things are not being easy for us at all. We don’t have food or money for gas for the car that she can go back and forward to her job hoping someone could help. Today we had to go to the food pantry and ask for food.

My wife and I have a long discussion about it because I think she has been working hard to get this far in college. My wife said to me if I do not do this right now, we are going to be toast the economy is not improving, and we burn all the bullets, “(bank, short loans from mom, and friends and we still not clear on the money for the papers)”.

We really need to do that in order for me to start working and possibly then she could go back to school, but for now that was her decision. Some way I disagreed on it is her decision and I will respect it.

Some times personally hope some generous person will come to my blog and donate some generous sum of money to be done and over with, with this issue and I know that may be an opium dream, but hope they come reality.

In addition, I know that the economy is not the best for any one to be realistic. However, a little help 3 dollars or 5 would not hurt much and it might sound like I am cyber begin but in reality don’t know what other way I could help considering the facts of not being able to work legally, if you were on my situation wouldn’t you? Beg someone to help you.

Please read my post fully and you will see that I am not just doing this for the heck of it also I am doing this to express how I feel and how this is being affecting us in general, also to help me get better on my construction of my sentences in English. Why not get one or two points across, and heard others opinions about my blog and others blogs which I do enjoy reading.

Last but not least, I been not seen much respond from bloggers on comments, and yes I do appreciated the fact that I do have now few more followers at least more than I was expecting. First and to them my hart and soul because they make me have hope that every thing is possible, also inspire me to continue writing even when I do not have much to say.

Thanks and God bless you all.

Monday, October 5, 2009

The desperation times that brought me up here:

Was sometime ago when I decide to come to the US, and the story start when I was in a little town of Queretaro, México. Very historic town or city properly call, on that city I complete my education. My mayor, graphic arts, and design, when I was still on school I decide to start my own business, and talking to other co students, find my partner and good friend sharing the same ideas and ambitions.

Everything was going to set our destiny in motion, when I was 16 year old I was working for and office that did trade of imports and exports, which paid only, commission, and very low salary but thanks to the commissions, I save enough money for the future. The age of 20, when I decide to start this business I have all set to start. Did not need a partner but I thought it could be a good chance to grow fast on the business if we could take more jobs together than by my own.

I register the business on my corporate name, and we start to work with some of the contacts I generate through my earliest years on that agency. The business start booming thanks in part of that and part of my partner ability to generate more business contacts, but we were un attending, the production part, which starting to hurt the business. I talk to my partner and we agreed that we need to get more people involve maybe some sales person and some one to help on the production department and it was set I was going to find the person for the production department and my partner the sales representative.

Time went by and we did find the two people we needed however, one of them was going to give us a nasty stab on the back. The sales person was doing a astounding job on that department because the sales when up another 35% which was really good, and between my partner, I and the helper on production we were striving. One day our sales person came to us with tragic news about one of his family members and we believe that the fair thing to do was let him go and take care of the problem he was having. We let him know that his job will be secure with us when he comes back so he left that day and we did not hear anything else from him after few months later.

Later on time went by and we found out that he commit fraud by taking some money from our best clients we have in the company. He was asking them for advance money to complete the order which on my work orders was imprint on clear and legible letters we do not take advance money on any job and at the end of the job will be paid after approve from costumers.

Of course he ingeniously convince my costumers to give him a 50 % or more to do the job and we find out that when I was being sue by the collective of those costumers, I manage to paid back all the money he took. However, my business was completely destroy all our savings were gone and our reputation was destroyed by this crook to make things worse I was so mad at my partner in business that after making the proper arrangements to finish the partnership, we sold all the equipment, computers, printers, and more. We dissolved the relationship completely.

I try to start the business with different name but still on my registration on the tax office was not going to be no change because ones you have a business the number they assign to you is unique you can change the name of the company but not the number.

Making things worse the economy was not helping, my business was suffering, and I was loosing. I decided to close the business for good and start working for someone else. Being paid a miserable salary and lot of hours. Sometime after I decide to give myself a break from the degree that I earned and stat working on a HOTEL as bell person and valet parking on the 3rd shift. Working on 3rd shift is not exactly anyone’s cup of tea but the money was good and things were different. Some time after the economy was starting to affect the Hotel industry as well. I decided to find something else to do but there was not much to choose. The money would not covering the expenses of the home I share with my mother because as many would say I am old fashion and help mom out with the rent which make me more responsible in life.

After some years of struggle, I decide to have a fresh start and that is when I came across with the idea of coming to the U.S. and sold the car I own and some of my most of my possessions. This money was to help me on my way to the American dream. I knew a friend here on the U.S that he have his own business and I work with him for a while, which help me thru some time to get by. This also gave me a chance to find out more about how things work here and know the laws and the language, which was the difficult part to get to the point I am now. I decide to get my tax id and pay my taxes to be in good with the Uncle Sam. After some time my friend got me into the electrical trade and start to learn how to do things right, when thing got tougher with the economy I was my self on the crossing roads of going back to México or stay and roll with the punches. I thought lets see how things are.

I met my sweet and wonderful wife and my companion for life and thought this is going to be my destined to be this way. She was on the mist of deciding to go back home to Ohio or stay here in Texas which was my same dilemma, we start to talk and get know each other and for that I am so grateful that she stay, with time we became good friends and now husband and wife. Yes as many other couples we have our problems but we try to get them solve together and stay strong as marriage.

Now we are facing the hardest test of our marriage hopeful that this will make us strong on it and prove to every one that thought this marriage was not met to be that they were wrong and we can conquer the world if we stay together.

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